orion/tautoru

Bio and profile

• Age: 30

• American

• • believer in Christ (neo Calvinist and Native American Christianity)

•• interfaith believer in Christ (Appalachian Indigenous Christian, neo Calvinist and Native American Christianity; Quakerism, Catholicism and Messianic Judaism)

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I'm just a believer in Christ, melanated misfit, cynical leftist, anti zionist, socialist, social media masochist, and a Sirius Black, Daisy Jones, Ricky Jupe Park, Christina Yang, Ronnie Radke, Eric Draven, Apostle Simon Peter and Wally Darling-coded friendly local neighborhood anarcho-socialist disabled punk rock anti zionist bohemian bundist hippie looking for friendships ❤

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• • philosophical beliefs: Native American, East Asian, Jewish and African/Afro Caribbean traditions and Greek, African, East Asian, Native American philosophy; Messianic-progressive-socially conscious-intellectual-interfaith Jew

• • interfaith Jew • black/mixed Jew

• Blasian/Asian American • Afro-indigenous • Afro-Latina • Afro-Arab

• Black Palestinian • Jew of Color

• Asian American • Afro-Palestinian Jew • Afro-Desi • Afro-Greek • Afro-Sephardic, Ashkenazi, Mizrahi, Ethiopian (Beta Israeli), Egyptian, African, Romani and Yemenite Jew.

✡ • Afro-Ladino ✡💕 • Decolonized Judean of color

• • • autistic • gamer • movie buff • bookworm • alternative exotical femme • music buff • writer • singer-songwriter • pop culture analyst • freelance writer • poet • grunge • hippie • beatnik • punk rocker • black goth of color (Afro goth, pastel goth, trad goth, victorian goth, romantic goth, bubble goth, visual kei, bohemian goth, Jewish goth, tribal goth)

Artist stan list: Taylor Swift, Selena Gomez, Ariana Grande, Twenty Øne Pilots, BTS, NF, Breaking Benjamin, Melanie Martinez, Aaliyah, Mariah Carey, Dreamcatcher, Sunmi, 2NE1, Linkin Park, Alice in Chains, Chelsea Wolfe, The Weeknd, Elle Goulding, Brandy, Gackt, Utada Hikaru, Conan Gray, Ayumi Hamasaki, Olivia Lufkin/OLIVIA, Paramore, Rihanna, Jhené Aiko, Leonard Cohen, Billie Eilish, JoJo, Avi Kaplan, Hozier, Chvrches, Justin Timberlake, Billie Holliday, Phyllis Hyman, Amy Winehouse, Bob Dylan, Sting, Phil Collins, Whitney Houston, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, Park Hyoshin, Janis Joplin, Cocteau Twins, Kerli, Bjork, Kate Bush, FKA twigs, Fever Ray, Nina Simone, Janelle Monae, TWENTY88 (Jhene Aiko and Big Sean), Frank Ocean, Carrie Underwood, Adele, James Blake, Florence and the Machine, Stan Walker, Eminem, Sabrina Carpenter, Sleep Token, My Chemical Romance, Panic! At The Disco, Black Veil Brides, Deftones, Slipknot,

• Favorite albums: Red's Innocence and Instinct (2009), Of Beauty and Rage (2015), Until We Have Faces (2011) and Declaration (2020); Billie Eilish's When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go? (2018); Twenty Øne Pilots' Vessel (2013), Blurryface (2015), Trench (2018) and Scaled and Icy (2020); Taylor Swift's Red (2012), 1989 (2014), Reputation (2017), Folklore (2020), Evermore (2020) and Midnights (2022); Rihanna's Anti (2016) and Rated R (2009); Melanie Martinez's Cry Baby (2015) and After School (2019) and Portals (2023); NF's Mansion (2015), Therapy Session (2016), Perception (2017), The Search (2019), CLOUDS (2020) and Hope (2023); The Weeknd's House of Balloons (2011), Kiss Land (2013), After Hours (2019) and My Dear Melancholy (2018); Linkin Park's One More Light (2017) and Hybrid Theory (2000); Deftones' White Pony (2000); Halsey's Badlands (2015) and If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power (2021); Paramore's Brand New Eyes (2010) and After Laughter (2018); Florence + the Machine's Lungs (2009) and Ceremonials (2011); Banks's Goddess (2014) and Altar (2016); PVRIS' White Noise (2014) and All We Know of Heaven, All We Need of Hell (2018); Alice in Chains' Dirt (1992) and Jar of Flies (1994); Soundgarden's Superunknown (1994); Brother Bear soundtrack (2003); Black Panther soundtrack (2018); Rent soundtrack (2005); Phantom of the Opera soundtrack (2004); Tick, Tick, Boom soundtrack (2021); Vox Lux soundtrack (2019); Sweeney Todd soundtrack (2007);

Beauty and the Beast (1991); A Star is Born (2019); Leonard Cohen's You Want It Darker (2016) (so far); Rina Sawayama's Sawayama (2020) and Hold the Girl (2022); Utada Hikaru's Exodus (2002) and Fantome (2016); Madison Beer's Life Support (2019);

Dua Lipa's Future Nostalgia (2020); BTS' Wings (2016); Hayley Williams' Petals for Armor (2020); Breaking Benjamin's Phobia (2006) and Dark Until Dawn (2015); Janelle Monae's Dirty Computer (2018); Eminem's

The Slim Shady LP (1997), The Marshall Mathers LP1 (2000),

Favorite genres: Dark pop, alternative rock, country, opera, metal, folk, electro-pop, 80s music, Christian, world music, classical, soul, 90s R&B and hip-hop, J-pop, J-rock, acoustic, blue eyed soul, 2010s dark pop, electronic pop, alternative pop, alternative R&B, indie music, 2000s pop and alt rock, Korean pop, classical, 90s J-pop and J-rock, 80s metal, canadian R&B, Swedish and Norwegian pop, 90s alt rock and songwriter pop, experimental music, pop-metal fusion, 90s and 2000s nu metal, opera metal, traditional Korean music + hip-hop fusion, orchestral music, 1960s Motown, rock, pop, soul and folk, 70s disco, 80s gothic rock and new wave, 90s-00s dance pop and R&B

• Favorite movies: Studio Ghibli films (Spirited Away, The Wind Rises, Whisper of the Heart, Howl's Moving Castle, Grave of the Fireflies, Näusicaa of the Valley of the Wind, The Cat Returns, Kiki's Delivery Service, Princess Mononoke, The Secret World of Arrietty, Ponyo and Like the Clouds, Like the Wind, My Neighbor Totoro, Tales from Earthsea, From Up on Poppy Hill and Ocean Waves), Wes Anderson films (Grand Budapest hotel, Fantastic Mr. Fox, Moonrise Kingdom, Darjeeling limited), Prince of Egypt, Mulan, Hercules, Tarzan, Aladdin, Beauty and the Beast, The Lion King, Pocahontas, Emperor's New Groove, Toy Story movie series, Coraline, Monster's Inc., Brother Bear, Treasure Planet, Cars, Coco, WALL-E, Luca, Incredibles, Inside Out, Soul, Finding Nemo, Brave, Ratatouille, A Bug's Life, Buzz Lightyear of Star Command, Princess and the Frog, The Little Mermaid, Alice in Wonderland, Lilo and Stitch, Bambi, Peter Pan, Hunchback of Notre Dame, Parent Trap, Princess Diaries 1 and Princess Diaries 2, Bridge to Terabithia, Pirates of the Caribbean movie series, Maleficent, Rescuers Down Under, Atlantis: The Lost Empire, Oliver & Company, A Goofy Movie, The Lion King 1 1/2, Brave little Toaster, Encanto, Black Widow, Frozen 1 and Frozen 2, Over the Moon, Willoughbys,  Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs, Song of the Sea, Kung Fu Panda 1 and Kung Fu Panda sequel 2, Swan Princess, Iron Giant, Quest for Camelot, Fern Gully: Last Rainforest, An American Tail and An American Tail: Fievel Goes West, The Secret of NIMH, Anastasia, The Land Before Time, All Dogs Go To Heaven, American Pop, Tokyo Godfathers, Perfect Blue, Millennium Actress, Paprika, Steamboy (Japanese animated family friendly steampunk action film) (2004), Akira, Metropolis (2001), Adam Sandler's Eight Crazy Nights, Persepolis, Batman: Mask of the Phantasm, Batman and Mr. Freeze: Subzero, Nine (2009), Ondine, Amadeus, When the Wind Blows, Black Swan, The Wrestler, Batman: The Killing Joke, Dark Knight series, Batman and Batman Returns, Joker '20, The Batman '22, Heavenly Creatures, Revolutionary Road, Titanic, Dune, Halloween, A Tale of Two Sisters, I Saw the Devil, A Bittersweet Life, The Good, The Bad and The Weird, Sympathy for Mr. Vengeance, Oldboy, Joint Security Area, Parasite, Mother, The Host, The Isle, Bad Guy, Spring Summer Winter, Fall and...Spring, Breath, Dream, Pieta, Time, Sleepless in Seattle, Notting Hill, 500 Days of Summer, While You Were Sleeping, It Could Happen To You, Save the Last Dance, O, Heathers, The Brave One, Silver Linings Playbook, American Hustle, Confessions of a Shopaholic, Farewell My Concubine, Raise the Red Lantern, Hero, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Everything Everywhere All At Once, Wild Indian, Amazing Spider-Man 1 and Amazing Spider-Man 2, Never Let Me Go, Jane Eyre, Pan's Labyrinth, The Shape of Water, Robert Eggers films, Blue Velvet, Eraserhead, Wild At Heart, Moonstruck, A Place in the Sun, Saving Private Ryan, Forest Gump, Remember the Titans, The Believer, Blue Valentine, Marriage Story, Whatever Happened To Baby Jane?, Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf?, Bad Seed, Leave Her to Heaven, Imitation of Life, Ten Commandments, Gilda, They Wouldn't Believe Me, Laura, Alfred Hitchcock's Psycho and Birds, It's A Wonderful Life, Harriet Craig, Mildred Pierce '45, Niagra, Don't Bother To knock, A Streetcar Named Desire, Carmen Jones, Rebel Without A Cause, Cat on a Hot Tin Roof, Vertigo, Carrie, Citizen Kane, Wildhood, A Home At the End of the World, Moonlight, A Jazzman's Blues, School Daze, Color Purple, Waiting to Exhale, Hotel Rwanda, Jordan Peele's Get Out and Us, Sorry to Bother You, Black Panther, Jason's Lyric, Cinderella '97, Ever After, Hamlet '96, Othello '95, Romeo + Juliet, Schindler's List, Jojo Rabbit, Boy, Capote, Foxcatcher, Changeling, Empire of the Sun, A Star is Born (2019), Vox Lux, Tick Tick Boom, Les Miserables, Rent, Annie, The Phantom of the Opera, In the Heights, Sweeney Todd, Evita, Dreamgirls, Moulin Rouge, Chicago, Hairspray, West Side Story '68, Dancer in the Dark, The Wizard of Oz, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Save the Last Dance, Cabaret, Enchanted, Mamma Mia, La La Land, Into the Woods, Judy, Rocketman, Cats Don't Dance, Walk the Line, Country Strong, Bohemian Rhapsody, Guava Island, Melancholia, Marie Antoinette, Virgin Suicides, Airplane!, Naked Gun movie series, Caddyshack, National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation, Mickey's Once Upon A Christmas, Beauty  and the Beast: Enchanted Christmas, James and the Giant Peach, Stuart Little, Winnie the Pooh's Grand Adventure: The Search For Christopher Robin, Doug's 1st Movie, Rugrats Movie and Rugrats in Paris, Animaniacs: Wakko's Wish, Fantasia 2000, Hook, A.I.: Artificial Intelligence, The Village, Rover Dangerfield, Space Jam 1 and Space Jam 2, Flushed Away, Monster House, Robots, Madagascar movie series, Chicken Run, Barnyard, Over the Hedge, Scooby Doo on Zombie Island and Scooby Doo and the Cyber Chase, Naruto the Movie: Ninja Clash in the Land of Snow, Mary and the Witch's Flower, Brick, Looper, Inception, Matrix movie series, John Wick 1, The Crow (1994), Prestige, Knives Out, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Perks of Being A Wallflower, As You Are, Avatar, Doctor Strange and the Multiverse of Madness, Avengers: Age of Ultron, Infinity War and Endgame, Calamity Jane, Beautiful Boy, The King, Boys Don't Cry, Shattered Glass, Arrival, Man of Steel, Take Shelter, Jolene, Sylvia, Brothers, Leon: The Professional, Girl Interrupted, Salt, Gia, Age of Adaline

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• favorite TV shows: Amazing World of Gumball, Spongebob Squarepants, Batman: The Animated Series, Ducktales (1990 and 2017), Clarence, Chip n Dale Rescue Rangers, Darkwing Duck, Craig of the Creek, Marvelous Misadventures of Flapjack, Adventure Time, Queen's Gambit, Breaking Bad, The Office, Seinfeld, The Nanny, Living Single, In Living Color, All That, Taina, Moesha, That's So Raven, Lizzie Mcguire, Chasing Life, WandaVision, Obi-Wan Kenobi, Bob the Builder, Blue's Clues, Backyardigans, Peppa Pig, Rugrats, Wild Thornberrys, Rocket Power, All Grown Up, Titans (DC), Dexter's Labratory, Powerpuff Girls (90s), Bear in the Big Blue House, PB&J Otter, Franklin, As Told by Ginger, We Bare Bears, Regular Show, Young Justice, Chowder, Goof Troop, Johnny Bravo, Totally Spies!, Freakazoid, Sailor Moon, To Your Eternity, Solar Opposites, Abbott Elementary, Bob's Burgers, Arrested Development, Cowboy Bebop, Schitt's Creek, Atlanta, Barry, Better Call Saul, Death Note, Lee Sung-jin's Beef

Favorite novelists and poets: Alice Oseman, Haruki Murakami, Gillian Flynn, Yasunari Kawabata, Banana Yoshimoto, Charlotte Brönte, Emily Brönte, Edgar Allen Poe, William Shakespeare, Gwendolyn Brooks, Peter Abrahams, Marissa Meyers, Taylor Jenkins Reid, Michael Cunningham, Amy Tan, Richard Wright, Rivers Solomon, Lianne Simon, Ai Yazawa, Camille Deangelis, Tabitha Suzuma, An Na, Maia Kobabe, V.C. Andrews, Yukio Mishima, Kazuo Ishiguro, Stacey Pershall, Malorie Blackman, Ellen Datlow, Neal Shusterman, Suzanne Collins, Shel Silverstein, Lewis Carroll, Lois Lowry, Sylvia Plath, John Green, Hannah Moskowitz, Laurie Halse Anderson, Iain Reid, Gaston Leroux, Siobhan Dowd, James Kochalka, Jennifer Brown, Lauren Oliver, Dav Pikey, Jeff Kinney, Stephen Chbosky, Franz Kafka, Oscar Wilde, Chloe Gong, Rick Riordan, Dante Aligieri

• Trigger warning/content warning; BYI — What I tweet and retweet about: religion (Judaism/interfaith Judaism and Christianity), black culture, Asian culture, pop culture, Jewish culture, mental health, me surviving and healing from various traumas;

I also talk about celebrity pop culture, gender identity, sexuality, trauma, social and civil rights topics, social justice

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• • • Note: I suffer from depression, anxiety, OCD, bipolar, ADHD, BPD, schizoid personality disorder, DID/OSDD, tourette's, antisocial personality disorder, etc., I post very long threads, I talk a lot, I tend to be outspoken, blunt, aggressive and opinionated. Just keep that in complete mindfulness when you read my social media.

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I was born intersex and I have the following byproduct conditions: Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS), PCOS-related hypoandrogenism, Trisomy X syndrome, Non-classical Cogenital Adrenal Hyperplasia (NCAH), hypogonadism, Partial androgen insensitivity syndrome (PAIS) (types 5 and 6), Tetrasomy X, XXX XXXX XXY mosaicism and chimerism, ovotestis, 45,X/46,XY (X0/XY) mosaicism, 47,XYY syndrome, Klinefelter syndrome (XXY), XXYY syndrome, Aromatase Excess Syndrome (AES), SCARF Syndrome, Pseudovaginal Perineoscrotal Hypospadias (PPSH), Cytochrome PORD (CPORD), male and female hypogonadism, mild MDP Syndrome (Mandibular Hypoplasia-Deafness-Progeroid Syndrome), ambiguous genitalia (macrogenitalia -- clitoromegaly/macroclitoris)

and 49,XYYYY syndrome. 💜💛🎗

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• • • Political and sociopolitical beliefs, supported causes:

• Black lives matter, Land Back, #MMIW, anti imperialism, anti colonialism, pro abolitionist, feminism, egalitarianism, anti misogyny, anti misandry, pro decolonization, meritocracy, pro Critical Race Theory, anti zionist, anti abuse, anti domestic violence, egalitarian, Anti divest culture, Anti MGTOW, Anti racism, anti fascist, Anti transphobia • pro abolitionist • leftist intellectual • democratic socialist • anarcho-socialist • anarcho-leftist • Free Palestine 🇵🇸

• • DNI/DNF (do not interact & do not follow) if: • Christophobic • racist • proshipper • sexist (misogynists and misandrists) • Dababy fan • Justin Bieber fan • Demi Lovato fan • Camilla Cabello fan • JK Rowling fan • Amber Heard apologist • Timothy Heller apologist · Justin and Hailey Bieber fan/sympathizer • Kanye West apologist • radfem in any category • divester or pink pill • swirl femcel • MGTOW involuntary celibate • • radexclus • gatekeep intersex conditions (such as Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS)) • antisemitic • antiblack • anti indigenous • transphobic •  ableist • white supremacist • right wing extremist • intersexist • if you have any antisemitic or anti-Israeli xenophobic rhetoric or views • if you're a supporter of/won't condemn or even praise, glamorize, justify and cheer on the Islamic Jihad and Hamas' as well as the IDF's genocidal war crimes • if you're zionist • if you think Palestine is made up when it isn't made up at all • if you're only fine with the concept of decolonization for other indigenous groups but won't extend that same right and respect to Palestinians and Palestinian liberation/civil rights movements